BUSYBEE

i am doing a meek attempt to work towards being more Chinese. i'm actually going to wash my (super super dirty) car and then prolly clear the tornado-like mess in my room all before the eve of CNY goes away.

i'm actually going to make resolutions for this lunar new year. haha. like start anew and all that jargon.

then tmr i'll be going over to my grandma's for reunion dinner and prolly head over to chinatown (first bloody time in my life) to literally get in the hype.

and mess with the sticky noisy (smelly?) crowd. the joy..

hah. such change.

alright its bath time for the vehicle.

bye!

REPENTANCE

i dont get it. i'm not busying my life with anything, so there's basically nothing i should be feeling pent-up about. nothing not of the personal level.

i think it strongly has to do with the anal-retentiveness from a certain fella that i see the most everyday. STOP IT LA YOU.

such negativity in the influence. get an outlet, brother. try the "laughing sessions" advertised outside srjc. ha.

and i'm going to help myself too. i'm going to shit it out.

bye!

HELLO EARTH

i'm glad i didnt make any New Year's resolution because i'm sure i haven't been up to any good recently.

hence to put it simply, to prevent any disappointments, i dont make any expectations.

ha!

anyway the Lunar New Year is coming. i dont feel the hype in me yet. maybe tmr it'd be different.

maybe tmr i'll have more things to rant about.

maybe tmr i'll be so busy i wont even go online.

haha.

for now i'll just settle for the ellen show.

bye. i hope all your days are way more well spent than mine! (:

DONKEY KONG.

its seven days into 2009. hahah. i am definitely far from being productive with my life.

i dont believe in making new year resolutions because procrastination is King. haha. there's always something else or some other excuse or some other relatively "more" important thing to do.

i went to soccer yesterday after skipping it for four consecutive weeks. i'm so battered and sore i would pay for butler service. sheesh.

i missed chilling out late in the night over a cup of coffee or whatsoever beverage and just talking about anything under the sun. like what i did with qw ytd night. its been long.

anyway, question. what do you do, if someone who abruptly chose to (stubbornly and conceitedly) disappear from your life decide to come back knocking again?

do you let the fella in because you dont care anymore or do you shut the fella out because you do?

life is draining.

thank god for happy pills and legal vices. haha.